You’ve found your way to a space where your voice, your body, and your becoming are honored.
You are not here by accident. You are arriving at the altar of remembrance—a living ecosystem created for your healing, your softness, and your power.
This is Nurturing the Goddess: a community for women ready to release survival and step into sacred sovereignty.
Come as you are.
Bring your shadow, your softness, your story.
This is where healing meets remembrance.
And as you step inside, you’ll discover sacred rooms for every part of your journey—rituals for your body, wisdom from the cosmos, spaces to share your truth, and places to rest in deeper healing.
Built for wom(b)xn who are feeling the shift.
A sacred gathering space for wom(b)xn returning to their bodies, their rituals, and their voice.
Explore Our Community Resources
This isn’t just another online community. It’s a portal.
A place to be witnessed, supported, and energetically activated into your next chapter. Inside, you’ll find:
Workshops & Embodiment Rituals
You’ll have access to:
🌕 Moon & Medicine
Sacred monthly circles (in-person) for release, reflection, and rebirth.
🏕 Sacred Retreats
In-person immersions designed to renew, reconnect, and reignite your path.
🌑 Shadow Work Boot Camp (seasonal cohort)
A guided journey to meet your hidden parts and reclaim your power.
🌸 Live Ritual Workshops
Offerings on boundaries, ancestral healing, sensual embodiment, and more.
Educational Courses
Access a growing library of free and member-tier resources designed to deepen your spiritual path—on your own time, in your own way.
✨ Included courses and resources:
🕯️ Intro to Candle Magic (with downloadable spell log)
🔮 Divination Exploration – Learn to work with oracle cards, pendulums, tarot spreads, casting systems, and spiritual tools with confidence and clarity
✨ Spiritual Gift Development – Strengthen your intuitive abilities including clairvoyance, clairsentience, clairaudience, mediumship, and energetic discernment
🔥 Boundary Work Foundations – Cultivate clarity and confidence through guided journaling and energetic self-respect practices (includes The Boundary Blueprint)
🌑 Shadow Work Tools – Ritual prompts and integration supports designed for use within our shadow work programs and spiritual coaching
Interactive Community Forums
📘 The Scriptorium – your evolving archive of rituals, downloads & teachings
🌺 Sacred Feminine Rituals – practices and conversations honoring your cyclical wisdom, sensual energy, and ancestral healing/power
💬 Learning & Support Forums – community threads for advice, reflections, and exchanges
🔐 Private Learning Channels – exclusive to deeper tiers & cohorts for sacred accountability and guidance
Exclusive Member Rewards
✨ Earn access to exclusive tools, unlock hidden threads, and receive special invites simply by engaging with the community—no pressure, just alignment.
You’ll receive rewards for:
Participating in rituals and workshops
Sharing your voice and lived wisdom in forums
Completing courses and journal prompts
Supporting fellow members with care and reciprocity
As you grow, so does what becomes available to you.
Your presence is powerful—and yes, it’s rewarded.
Meet our Founder
Ast Ilandove
"I started this group as a space for myself and other Goddesses
A space to learn. To be seen in love. To be safe.
To do the work and learn without shame.
A space to remember that we have have all the answers inside
Because I know what it feels like to carry the legacy, the pain, the pressure, the expectations…
To do all the “right” things and still wonder why it isn’t working.
But I also know what it means to reclaim your voice and power
To awaken your magick.
To rise in your own Goddess rhythm.
This space exists because you don’t have to do that alone"
Ast Ilandove is a certified Reiki practitioner, intuitive guide, and spiritual coach with over six years of experience holding space for women in their healing. Her work weaves together oracle readings, ritual design, energy work, and sacred conversation to help others reconnect with their voice, their body, and their truth.
Having walked her own path through spiritual burnout, generational trauma, and personal reclamation, Ast brings a depth of care that is both grounded and sacred. She specializes in creating trauma-informed spaces for Black and Brown women ready to move from survival to sovereignty. Through her platform, Nurturing the Goddess, she offers the same support, structure, and remembrance that once saved her.
Looking for more personalized support?
Members also receive exclusive access to private offerings through Ast Ilandove Sacred Services— reiki, yoni steam, and intuitive coaching and more
Real Reviews
Ashli M.
"Ast I just want to say thank you for coming up with the Shadow Self Boot Camp. What I enjoyed about the boot camp was calling on all the different versions of myself and receiving an interaction from them was so surreal. What I've started noticing is the way im thinking now, my mind is clear. The voice I didn't know I had is clear, confident, and has meaning. My overall experience with the boot camp was eye opening and literally pushed me to show up for myself and do the work I need to do to help me be balanced inwardly and outwardly. Thank you so much again. This is only the beginning"
Viviana S.
"I can’t say enough about Ast and how she has helped me grow spirituality. She has helped me break down the walls to get me on track on my healing journey. I have had readings, aura cleanses, reiki and yoni steam. She really takes her time and makes sure to follow up with you to get you in a better space. I have been through so much and I finally feel like I’m healing thanks to her guidance. It has been a true blessing to have found her💕"
Apolonia A.
“10/10 — The feeling is unmatched and beyond words. You ever experience something so powerful that you just want everyone to try it, so they can feel what you felt? This is one of those moments. A must! Thank me later.”
Ready to Join Our Community?
This is not just an opt-in. It’s an energetic yes.
A yes to your next evolution. To community. To courage. To co-creation.
If your body feels it — that subtle pull or electric “hell yes” — trust it.
We’re holding the door open.